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MA BOOK FINAL

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By Larissa Zutter

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The words that you write, They catch me in the morning light The lines that I read, oh they move me We tucked it inside, aura so fine Oh it helps me, to find what I need -Shells, Mighty Oaks

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A special thanks to all the people who have inspired and helped me throughout the process of creating this book and my music. The things you will see are a collaboration of my lyrics, lyrics of other artists and photos taken by my family, friends and myself. March 2016

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I hope someone loses themselves in my music and the thoughts it conveys. I hope someone finds themselves in it. But most of all I hope that someone finds joy in the songs and lyrics I write, just as I have in those of others. Larissa

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There was a day when I was free, not a care that I could see. So good I barely could believe that it was happening. Oh, take me back again. When I was sixteen with an open heart, windows down in a beat up car. When I was dumb and the world was young and she was beautiful. -Beautiful Ben Rector

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The Pain of LosingTell me the truth With nothing else Tell me where I am Tell me where I stand No need to rephrase What you mean to say Straight up or not at all One night was all it took For me to fall into you I stashed it all away To avoid the pain of losing you I thought I wrote A part of you But you seem to have Erased that too I wanna go back to the impromptu Way we were beforeI left my heart behind And what we cannot have is what we crave But you had all of me And still wanted more One night was all it took For me to fall into you I stashed it all away To avoid the pain of losing you

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Little do you know I’m still haunted by the memories Little do you know I’m trying to pick myself up Piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time -Little Do You Know Alex and Sierra

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Getting away is the hardest part But staying away is easier said than done The memories of which you’re the best part Are the memories I fear the most I took a step back From the broken glass I wore my shoes In order to get away from you For I knew If the glass cut through There would be nothing left for me to do Getting away is the hardest part But staying away is easier said than done The memories of which you’re the best part Are the memories I fear the most The glass was spread All across the floor Invisible to anyone who hadn’t seen it before But I saw every little piece They gleamed and held on to the heart on my sleeve Getting away is the hardest part But staying away is easier said than done The memories of which you’re the best part Are the memories I fear the most Getting away is the hardest part But staying away is easier said than done The memories of which you’re the best part Are the memories I fear the mostStep away

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The pain made its way to the core And inside you find you're ripped and torn Heartbreak and lonely days It's how it's been with you and me At times you have a choice to make But sometimes the right one is hard to take Doubt of mine it starts to grow And you won't let the small things go Now you guess, blame and play your games You wanna push me far away Good Lord knows how I've tried To keep this dream of us alive Time has proven it too hard So be on your way I'm no longer yours -Cold Unknown Mighty Oaks

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Where do we start When we don’t even know What it was we ended And how do we stop Something we don’t Even remember starting And it gets hard sometimes I don’t know where to go Or which unfinished road I should follow And it gets hard sometimes I’ve got so much to say But there’s too many words In my way It hurts more than I’ll ever admit But I thought that We would make it You’ll never see What it means To me to be free And it gets hard sometimes I don’t know where to go Or which unfinished road I should follow And it gets hard sometimes I’ve got so much to say But there’s too many words In my way Just let me be me Don’t blow out the fires Don’t rewrite the poems That are within me Just let me be me Don’t rewrite the poems Don’t blow out the fires That are within me And it gets hard sometimes I don’t know where to go Or which unfinished road I should follow And it gets hard sometimes I’ve got so much to say But there’s too many words In my way But where do we start When we don’t even know What it was we ended And how do we stop Something we don’t Even remember starting Unfinished Roads

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Seaside nights The memories ignite Of daytime fright Despite the delight Promises linger On my middle finger My love hasn’t simmered At all When I look at you all that I see Is the boy you used to be The man standing in front of me He’s not what he used to be The boy’s been replaced by someone new And I don’t like what he’s turned into The man standing in front of me He’s not what he used to be The pines changed their colors And I changed my mind You stayed stubborn And left me behind The pines changed their colors And I changed my mind You stayed stubborn And left me behind The boy’s been replaced by someone new And I don’t like what he’s turned into The man standing in front of me He’s not what he used to be The pines changed their colors And I changed my mind You stayed stubborn And left me to die!Changing Colors

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I lost my faith in you darling, It’s gone away. In time It’s got a way to turn my feelings into pain. —picture the mighty oaks Fo r l a s t y e a r ’s w o r d s b e l o n g t o last year’s language, and next year’s words await another voice. And to make an end, is to make a new beginning. —T.S Elliot "Little Gidding" you are what you listen to

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I listened to our song I played it all night long I didn’t know how to feel But I cried myself to sleep Funny how losing you Made me lose my favorite tune What used to make me smile Now only makes me cry But I know there will be other songs To cry about, that much is sure ‘Cuz every song comes to an end Just like every love has a beginning It all started with a simple melody We loved it just as much as each others touch I wanted to lye with you in this beautiful tune Drown in the sea of this beautiful melody But I know there will be other songs To cry about, that much is sure ‘Cuz every song comes to an end Just like every love has a beginning I thought of you and the boy I once knew He wasn’t the man I ran into We dipped our toes in the memories And they came back to haunt me I listened to our song Played it all night all I didn’t know how to feel But I cried myself to sleep Funny how losing you Made me lose my favorite tune What used to make me smile Now only makes me cry But I know there will be other songs To cry about, that much is sure ‘Cuz every song comes to an end Just like every love has a beginning Our Song

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The dust cloud has settled, and my eyes are clear But sometimes in dreams of impact I still hear. -Miss Atomic Bomb The Killers

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Memories like fires in my mind And feelings like wood get left behind Flowers crushed underneath the feet Of our memories and our feelings The fire in my mind you left behind Wasn’t all that kind to my mind The fire that you left open It raged on for days They say everything happens At the wrong time Right person, wrong place, Wrong state of mind But the fire in my mind you left behind Wasn’t all kind Isn’t a friend of mine And I know that you Never meant to hurt me But you did The dust may have settled But my eyes aren’t clear at all And the ashes they help me To move on But the fire in my mind you left behind Wasn’t all that kind to my mind The fire that you left open It raged on for days But the fire in my mind you left behind Wasn’t all kind Isn’t a friend of mine And I know that you Never meant to hurt me But you did But You Did…

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Turn my back to the door Feel so much better now Don't even try anymore Nothing left to lose There's a voice that's in the air Saying don't look back nowhere There's a voice that's always there I'm breathing in, breathing out Ain't that what it's all about Living life, crazy loud Like I have the right to No more words in my mouth Nothing left to figure out But I don’t think I’ll ever break through the ghost of you And I'll never be, quite the same As I was before this Part of you still remains Though it's out of focus You're just somewhere that I've been And I won't go back again You're just somewhere that I've been I'm breathing in, breathing out Ain't that what it's all about Living life, crazy loud Like I have the right to No more words in my mouth Nothing left to figure out I'm breathing in, breathing out Ain't that what it's all about Living life crazy loud Like I have the right to No more words in my mouth Nothing left to figure out But I don't think I’ll ever break through the ghost of you Ghost of you

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Maybe somewhere further Down the line And I will meet you there Sometime in the future We can share our stories When we won't care About all of our mistakes, Our failures, and our glories But until that day comes along I'll keep on moving on. -Moving On Kodaline

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Leaving : The act of leaving something behind and turning all involved leaves in the process. In the course of a lifetime we will leave multiple things behind, it is something we should embrace with open arms, for it is what allows us to take memories with us that do not hurt. It allows us to enjoy what we have experienced.. We can only hope that others are able to turn a leaf and enjoy the memories with us, instead of drowning in them or stashing them in the darkest corner of their minds. Leaving does not mean forgetting, it means accepting and embracing our past and the impossibility of changing it.!

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